Dear December

Dear December.

Well, aren't you just so beautiful?

It's Christmas, there's love, there's hope.

And guess what, December?

I think I've discovered myself.

I've lost two people who were in my life- one was a friend of a lifetime, and the other was more of a friend and he was a very bad, bad, egg. This bad egg was getting so rotten, that I really had to throw it out, because he was eating away my heart. However, I was not planning on breaking ties with a friend. I tried not to cry about it. All I can do is pray and hope everything's alright.

December, I've learned that I'm terribly sensitive. But I feel like that helps me be compassionate towards others. I've also learned that modeling has really made me self-conscious to the point that I'm constantly fussing over my makeup and appearance. It's sad, because I'm insecure. I even redo my makeup at school. I'm never really satisfied. But other than that, I'm feeling okay.

And December, I'm blessed with an angel. Seriously.Honestly. Truly...

Let's hope this isn't a trap.

My 11:11 wish...

Beautiful Christmas

Gosh, there's so many things to do in this life God has blesses us with.

It's just simply so... beautiful.

I really wish I've realized this before. But God has been waiting for me to pour my heart into His. And I have....

All over again. It's the perfect feeling. So so so perfect.

Life is hitting me good. I'm graduating from highschool in five months. I must say, I will never ever forget these precious four years. I know as I get older, I would want them back. And I have so many dreams, goals, and ambitions that are hungrily lurking through my mind. They are ready to be born. But, I can't do anything without Christ. He gives me all strength. Make God your best friend, love.

It's the best feeling in the world.

I see a beautiful sunrise, sunset, or the glistening pouring rain and I smile from the beauty of it all...

It's God.

I am not an outdoors girl, and I will only go camping in a cabin, but I cannot deny that God's nature makes me think. Boy! When I see something pretty out there, my mind spins like a wheel with all sorts of memories. Even when I hear a pretty singing voice, I begin to think.I am aware that I think differently than most people.

My Christmas wish will be to never lose sight of Christ and His love.

Holiday Happiness

I literally woke up this morning with a smile on my face.

I'm just feeling really happy, I'm enjoying life.

Everything's going wonderfully. I praise God everyday.

I got out of an unhealthy relationship by the grace of God and I couldn't be happier.

I am surrounded by friends who I love ever so dearly,and we're enjoying every bit of our senior year.

It's Christmas, loves.

Don't forget about Jesus.

I apologize for my lack of updates. Time is out of control. But now that I am on break, expect a lot more updates.

I promise.