Dear God

Dear God,

I am just so happy to be alive.

Nothing amazing or extravagant has happened to me at the moment, but tonight I'm feeling really at ease. Peaceful...

I know good things are coming. I have faith in You. I have no doubt in my mind.

You know.

I wish I can see your beautiful face, Lord. I picture you as a gentle and loving Grandfather. When I'm feeling melancholy, I wish you had a cellphone. But I love prayer so much.

My heart loves it more.

My heart and I... well, we're two separate people. My mind takes over my body, and my heart takes over my soul. Does that make sense? My heart is the most powerful tool that is apart of me. It can override everything. Even the definition of my soul...

What is my soul? ...WHO am I, Lord?

I've been feeling so distant from You. I'm longing for You. I don't want to lose this... this....