Dear December

Dear December.

Well, aren't you just so beautiful?

It's Christmas, there's love, there's hope.

And guess what, December?

I think I've discovered myself.

I've lost two people who were in my life- one was a friend of a lifetime, and the other was more of a friend and he was a very bad, bad, egg. This bad egg was getting so rotten, that I really had to throw it out, because he was eating away my heart. However, I was not planning on breaking ties with a friend. I tried not to cry about it. All I can do is pray and hope everything's alright.

December, I've learned that I'm terribly sensitive. But I feel like that helps me be compassionate towards others. I've also learned that modeling has really made me self-conscious to the point that I'm constantly fussing over my makeup and appearance. It's sad, because I'm insecure. I even redo my makeup at school. I'm never really satisfied. But other than that, I'm feeling okay.

And December, I'm blessed with an angel. Seriously.Honestly. Truly...

Let's hope this isn't a trap.

My 11:11 wish...