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My beautiful sister, Caroline Valentine. She's very photogenic.
I nodded.
"He really wants to be your friend though." She smiled.
I don't know why, but the fact of me becoming envious of Mel's and Chris' friendship put me down for awhile during the schoolday. It's sad. I really don't have like, a really good guyfriend. I have a small crowd, but whenever I do develop a strong friendship with a guy, something stupid always happens and then it's over. The guy may start liking me romantically or vice versa, then everything is messed up! Honestly, Mel and Chris would be a wonderful couple. And they would definitely last. They've been best friends for a long time. I hope Chris would call me soon like he said he would. He messaged me on Thursday night on facebook. It was brief. He just wanted to tell me that he liked my status. He couldn't talk, because he had to study for an exam. For some reason, the fact of him messaging me put me in a good mood for the rest of the night. It's weird how some of my friends are bringing up Chris Angel alot. My friends Hannah and Elizabeth think that he's really cute(he IS. AHH!) but Hannah was angry for what happened. "I was comparing him with another person on the 'Comparing Friends' application on facebook and Chris came up. Hannah informed, me yesterday. " The question was, "trustworthy?' and I said 'no' for Chris." "He's a jerk for what he did to you, Rose!" She added, angerily. " Yeah!" Elizabeth agreed, turning to me.
Blah. :/ He is not.
I tried explaining to them what happened. At the end, I think Elizabeth was beginning to see my side, but both her and Hannah still think of him as a jerk. Whatever. I can't control what people think of others. Not something to worry about. Jessica is still holding a grudge... majorly. "You are NEVER going to get rid of him, Rose! She yelled. "You and your friends always like, 'Chris said,Chris said'- I mean tell him to (f bomb) off!" Now, it was my turn to get cross. "Well, what if I DON'T want to get rid of him? I shot back. "What if I've forgiven him and I'm willing to put all that crap behind me?" My goodness.
My beautiful sister, Caroline Valentine. She's very photogenic.Christmas break has begun. :)
No work whatsoever. I am ever so thankful. It's a wonderful feeling not having to worry about any schoolwork. All of my exams went well. I didn't necessarily went on extreme exam lockdown. I just did that for this week. I am very happy that it's all over. I had six exams. That's waay too many. I was so tired of studying. Anyway, Christmas is coming. My goodness, already?I love this time of year. It's so grand and beautiful and it can be super romantic. Best of all, a Savior is born.
All Hail Christ the King. <3
My mom already ordered my purity ring. I'm totally siked. It's gorgeous. =)
I wasn't really in the Christmas spirit for awhile. School brought me down a ton. Now I am free and happy. :) Nothing much has gone on. I haven't been cheering and I'm having trouble with my body. In other words, I'm constantly visiting the scale and not eating as much as I want too. I have to watch myself . I'm not insecure- not entirely at least. I've realized that after Camp Covecrest, I've gained confidence and I'm recognizing my beauty- in and out. I'm don't think I'm ugly, but I'm certainly not gorgeous. I'm okay, I'm pretty I guess. Anyway on a happier note, things are clearing up with me and Chris Angel. Mel and Savanna talked to him on the phone Monday night and Mel said as usually, Chris was singing and she let me listen to his voice on her cellphone. It was hilarious! I began to reminisce on all the times he would sing on the telephone and we all had a good laugh. He's too funny. I remember him saying this:
"Hey girl, how you doin', my name is Chris last name Angel, I wanna take you out and show you a good time..."
However, I was so jealous, because not only did they get to talk to him but,Mel went on how funny he is and how he was in a really good mood etc.I mean, he's always is. And then, I got even more jealous when she told me that Chris said,"Melanie, you and I are going to get married."Mel also told me that Chris talked about me a whole lot("How's Rose? Is she okay? I've been meaning to call her...") and was wondering who Trevor was. (Obviously, he was looking at my facebook page when I communicated with Trevor) "You told him about Trevor?" I inquired to Mel that day. "No, he already knew about it, she repiled. "I told him the story and everything. He was a little surprised that you do something like that, but I told him that you realized that it was stupid and that you blocked Trevor and stuff. He also said that if anything like that happens again he'll protect you. He doesn't have a problem with it..."
No work whatsoever. I am ever so thankful. It's a wonderful feeling not having to worry about any schoolwork. All of my exams went well. I didn't necessarily went on extreme exam lockdown. I just did that for this week. I am very happy that it's all over. I had six exams. That's waay too many. I was so tired of studying. Anyway, Christmas is coming. My goodness, already?I love this time of year. It's so grand and beautiful and it can be super romantic. Best of all, a Savior is born.
All Hail Christ the King. <3
My mom already ordered my purity ring. I'm totally siked. It's gorgeous. =)
I wasn't really in the Christmas spirit for awhile. School brought me down a ton. Now I am free and happy. :) Nothing much has gone on. I haven't been cheering and I'm having trouble with my body. In other words, I'm constantly visiting the scale and not eating as much as I want too. I have to watch myself . I'm not insecure- not entirely at least. I've realized that after Camp Covecrest, I've gained confidence and I'm recognizing my beauty- in and out. I'm don't think I'm ugly, but I'm certainly not gorgeous. I'm okay, I'm pretty I guess. Anyway on a happier note, things are clearing up with me and Chris Angel. Mel and Savanna talked to him on the phone Monday night and Mel said as usually, Chris was singing and she let me listen to his voice on her cellphone. It was hilarious! I began to reminisce on all the times he would sing on the telephone and we all had a good laugh. He's too funny. I remember him saying this:
"Hey girl, how you doin', my name is Chris last name Angel, I wanna take you out and show you a good time..."
However, I was so jealous, because not only did they get to talk to him but,Mel went on how funny he is and how he was in a really good mood etc.I mean, he's always is. And then, I got even more jealous when she told me that Chris said,"Melanie, you and I are going to get married."Mel also told me that Chris talked about me a whole lot("How's Rose? Is she okay? I've been meaning to call her...") and was wondering who Trevor was. (Obviously, he was looking at my facebook page when I communicated with Trevor) "You told him about Trevor?" I inquired to Mel that day. "No, he already knew about it, she repiled. "I told him the story and everything. He was a little surprised that you do something like that, but I told him that you realized that it was stupid and that you blocked Trevor and stuff. He also said that if anything like that happens again he'll protect you. He doesn't have a problem with it..."
I nodded.
"He really wants to be your friend though." She smiled.
I don't know why, but the fact of me becoming envious of Mel's and Chris' friendship put me down for awhile during the schoolday. It's sad. I really don't have like, a really good guyfriend. I have a small crowd, but whenever I do develop a strong friendship with a guy, something stupid always happens and then it's over. The guy may start liking me romantically or vice versa, then everything is messed up! Honestly, Mel and Chris would be a wonderful couple. And they would definitely last. They've been best friends for a long time. I hope Chris would call me soon like he said he would. He messaged me on Thursday night on facebook. It was brief. He just wanted to tell me that he liked my status. He couldn't talk, because he had to study for an exam. For some reason, the fact of him messaging me put me in a good mood for the rest of the night. It's weird how some of my friends are bringing up Chris Angel alot. My friends Hannah and Elizabeth think that he's really cute(he IS. AHH!) but Hannah was angry for what happened. "I was comparing him with another person on the 'Comparing Friends' application on facebook and Chris came up. Hannah informed, me yesterday. " The question was, "trustworthy?' and I said 'no' for Chris." "He's a jerk for what he did to you, Rose!" She added, angerily. " Yeah!" Elizabeth agreed, turning to me.
Blah. :/ He is not.
I tried explaining to them what happened. At the end, I think Elizabeth was beginning to see my side, but both her and Hannah still think of him as a jerk. Whatever. I can't control what people think of others. Not something to worry about. Jessica is still holding a grudge... majorly. "You are NEVER going to get rid of him, Rose! She yelled. "You and your friends always like, 'Chris said,Chris said'- I mean tell him to (f bomb) off!" Now, it was my turn to get cross. "Well, what if I DON'T want to get rid of him? I shot back. "What if I've forgiven him and I'm willing to put all that crap behind me?" My goodness.
"FINE, if you're okay with people cheating on you and what not! Jessica roared. "I told you, I've been down this road before."
Forgiveness.
Things will get between us.
Things will get between us.
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3 comments:
i love christmas too!!
it one of the best times of the year
even for Jewish people bcuz they can go see movies while we celebrate :)
Have a great Christmas Rose!
You & your sister are both so pretty!
Rose! :D It's wonderful to hear from you. Agh, my mother vs. father situation is the same with me!! I tend to lose my patience so much more with my mother too because of her misunderstandings... but what can you do.
You and your sister are goregous =) That's amazing you and Chris are getting back on good terms again.. I hope everything keeps working out well. '09, everyone starts fresh, ya know?
peace&love
nicole.
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