Monday, August 11, 2008

Whoops did I say that?


I hate saying the "wrong thing", and I do that all the time. My words would stumble out of my mouth and come out horribly wrong. I'm very sensitive to embarrassment. I don't like getting laughed at unless I'm laughing at myself. That is one of the reasons why people call me self conscious. I regret things easily and that's why I contemplate before I speak."Dang it, I should not of said that to her." Of course, we all slip out things because it's in our human nature. I guess I should just grit my teeth and move on. Sometimes my intentions come out all wrong. Someone ends up puzzled or offended, whereas in my mind it is different. This sort of thing frustrates me a bit. Ah the teenage life.



Anyway, today is my last day of summer. Thank God. My goodness, this summer was terrible. Not only did I just accomplish one goal, but I also went through a total disaster at the beginning and I was home most of the time. My fun began just last month with cheer. I've been out of school since the twenty-third of May. Tomorrow is orientation day, eight am till eleven am. School pictures will be taken, books will be purchased and homerooms will be assigned. I'm going to be a sophomore and I'm really excited. Although, I am going to miss freshman year. I love my school and I miss my classmates all too much. Starting this week, my updates will become less frequent. This school week is pretty short, so I'm pretty sure that I'll be able to update in the evenings. During the school year, it is difficult to me to update. The weekends are the best time. Please don't forget about me. I am so happy that I have readers now. Before July, I got ZERO comments day by day. This blog has changed tremendously thanks to you, my readers. :) And the funny thing is, I've kept this blog a secret from my friends and my family for five and half months. No one knows that I have this. I created this blog surreptitiously for various reasons.

Here I am. That's me. I really don't like taking pictures. :p ^^















44 comments:

Triss Teh said...

..but someone likes to. swearing is bad.. and no I did NOT stay up all night just to be the first to comment (though by the time 3 am rolled by i was in the home stretch) have fun in school (i mean it (you'll spend most of your waking hours there(unless of course you like to listen to owl hoots))) hoot

Triss Teh said...

i think I just realized that your profile pic is not really you. wait, i'm second guessing myself. wait, who's taking that picture? wait, i'm confuzed. who is that? wait, what time is it?
wait, you live in the east coast
wait,-TRISS TEH GO TO SLEEP ! ! !
(in a small font)k NOW!!!!!!!
eep!

Anonymous said...

oh my gosh rose, you're so pretty! look at that gorgeous smile!

n.syaffeeey l. s said...

Hello,just dropping by!
Nice blog you got there :)

Anonymous said...

I say the wrong things all the time, too. Oh, well. And I start school in about ten days and I am FREAKING OUT. I still have so much to do. And I really like that picture of you, and you look really happy for someone who doesn't like taking pictures.

Nicole Linette said...

Wow, I really can't get over how early school begins/ends everywhere else besides the New England region! Have fun this year. Haha, my blog's a secret too, except a few friends know about it.. and yeah I love reading your blog, I didn't have any readers until the end of July! I'm glad you posted a picture of yourself, you're really pretty :)


peace&love
nicole

Anonymous said...

I think we all feel guilty about saying the wrong thing. We wish we had a time machine and could go back to change the entire wording of what we said.

I'm sorry you're sorry didn't go well though. But at least you get back into the swing of seeing your friends more. ;3 Dang, I still have 3 weeks or so left of summer. But I guess it makes up cos you get out earlier than I do.

Oh, you're really pretty. :) I really love your smile. It's radiating. Keep up with updating us as much as you can!

Skippy said...

Wow your smile is very pretty!
And how could we forget about you? *rolls eyes*
I mean really.
I hate taking pictures of myself too.

i'm more like me said...

i dont think ill make it 2 days, ill prob fall asleep soon, but i have 2 stay up 4 20 more mins so i can wake a friend up so hes not late 4 work.
i hate being self consience and shy, its just not a good feeling
i was gonna say, ur going back 2 school now!??, then i saw that u got out about 2 weeks b4 us, we dont go back till after laybor day.
i love the pictures i take, i just dont like taking pics bcuz i always always think i look bad

Anonymous said...

k, i'm ok now.
p.s.: the camera hates me too

Anonymous said...

I like your pic, you look really nice!!! and I hope you have a good year as a sophmore!!!

Krosemarie

1olinluvr4evr said...

sophmore year should be fun. u look so nice in ur pic.

Bombchell said...

aww u look so pretty!!!

i actually get in arguments over taking pictures!! I hate bad pictures, so when people take my picture and i feel like crap, I go off on them. funny huh especially with my blog.

and girl it's okay to update less, we'll still be here, better than messing up your grades =)

Smara said...

Good luck in school! I can't wait till school starts for me, Sept 4! I'll keep checking back for an update from you =]

I'm going to be a sophomore too! And I understand that you will be much too busy to update as frequently. Have fun this week! =]

Ali said...

Yeah, you've got a great smile!! you're really pretty!!

Samuel Lago Pedro said...

hi...

I wish you luck in school...

you know, your blog is awesome... I really like to read it. U know hoe to write lady... ;)

Tatiana said...

Hi! Your smile is so pretty!! I love it! and I love your camera too all pink!!, My last day of summer is also today:S and my blog is also secret, only like too friends now about it and they don't have blogs. Anyway I hope you will be able to post during school!
XOXO
Tatis

Karine said...

This photo is soo cool!
Come on!

;)

Kissesss
I wrote some new stuff..It's more in english now!

Byeeeeeeeeee

Red said...

Whoa! Who knew you had all that hair. I don't that much hair over my entire body...OK, that was TMI.

I would love to go back to school. Yes us old people love to go back to school. I would love to extend my education.

Remember this kids: Knowledge is power!

Darling. said...

You know I think I just realized that wasn't you in your profile pic. Wow. No, but your very pretty.

I know most of the time I do wish I could take back things that I said but I just know I can't and all we can do about it is hope that the people we hurt except our apology or something like that.

I hate taking pictures of myself but I love to take pictures in general.
And yeah nobody I know knows about my blog except 1 friend, 1 cousin.

And of course we won't forget about you.

ashleyy said...

ok so every time i read your blog i think "holy crap we are SO alike." no lie. i get really really embarrassed really easily. aand i usually say stuff i regret quite often or dont say stuff because im afraid i will. it basically sucks. oh and you should like taking pitchas more. youre really pretty. =]

keep bloggin! its entertaining. ")

i'm more like me said...

ur pic looks like u need 2 relax alittle, like ur forcing ur smile, just my oppinion tho

meowi said...

I love your talk about life[; you do have a great blog and the post about America made me write about the topic on my blog~ this summer was lame} i reallly can;t wait 4 school:D kisses~

PhilO♥ said...

hey !! u look cute !!! your eyes are nice :p good 2 know that your happy that summers over !!
i've added u in my favourite blogs list...your blogs very kool !!

Ada Beth Croft said...

Wow your really really pretty! I cannot believe you kept your blog a secret. I think it would be a really cute surprise if you showed them and how popular you are, your like blog mini famous. I love to read you!

Anonymous said...

Thanks for the comment! Awesome Blog Entry By the way!! Talk to you soon

~Kristin

WeirdGurl said...

We have some thimgs in common. I'm also self conscious. I say things and wish i had said something else.
btw.... ur blog is cool

Jordyn said...

so how was orientation?? :)

Anonymous said...

You're welcome. (; How was your first day back to school?

yiqin; said...

At least when summer is horrible for you, it will be over! Summer's all year round in Singapore!!! :(

laura xo said...

you're very pretty!
and that all sounds harsh. but i'm sure your softmore year will be just fine :)

Tiana Cole said...

aww, but you really should take pictures more often, you look very good in them! :)
I know, I pretty much wasted my summer, and I regret it. However, I REALLY don't think I want school to start so soon, though! I just can't be satisfied, can I?

Anonymous said...

Pretty you :)
Your smile is great.
Yep, I am freaking out about school too.
Ahh!
August 25:(
First day of 7th grade.
*sigh*
Later Skater!
Sully

Triss Teh said...

34 is an even number

Anonymous said...

wow - it seems like everyone starts school earlier than me. and yay for being a sophomore! enjoy it! it's the last year you get to really relax. junior year starts with SATs and looking at colleges and all of that crazy stuff. have fun!

arychtexas said...

congrats for your readers and hope you get all A's....!

Jen said...

awww, thats a cute pic :) I'm glad ur happy summer is over, it is always nice to go back and see all ur friends!

i'm more like me said...

i look at that picture and it always makes me think ur advertising somthing, the 1st time i saw it in the little comment pic, i thought u were holding a cheesburger or something like that

Skippy said...

Rose it has been almost a week! Will you ever post?
I understand you're busy and stuff, I just miss your posting.

Anyway, hope school is going well!!

ANNIE said...

Oh wow, you sure have a lot of readers.

Good luck with school, I start on the 25th.

oh- I'm Annie

My blog: http://ninthgradenightmare.blogspot.com/

check it out!

Anonymous said...

you have a very nice smile! and i'm going to be a sophomore too!

Sianne I Am said...

Wow! U are soooo pretty! I never thot of u looking like that. I always thot that pic on ur "about me" was you.
Well I'm happy u started school. How is it going so far?

Stephanie said...

Yeah, I hate it especially when people can't accept your apologies or anything...
Hm.. I'm not even in school yet =P

Anonymous said...

no one will forget you're lovely posts. :) keep posting.